why do i find a meltdown so exceptionally beautiful and romantic? its not that i’m not happy with my life….i am so happy and so content. yet, it seems that i have always desired cracks….to slip through and fall until i hit rock bottom once again. dear friends….no worries. i am not currently slipping or even considering it! but, when i look at my past, this is the pattern that i see….and the low times seem to be when i felt the most inspired. when i had a muse…-noun: a source of inspiration; especially: a guiding genius. now, my life is full of laughter….Thelma’s, Delip’s, my own---and Yours. i wish the laughter was enough of a muse. i guess laughter is just laughter..and knowing how it fills my heart must make it a very good thing.

today- i was inspired by music, which is so present in my world lately. 2 songs especially- Lucy Kaplansky’s This is Home…..and Eileen Barton with the New Yorkers- If I knew you were coming I’d’ve baked a cake….which is hilarious…(therefore i guess laughter can inspire, afterall!!) you can listen to it here.. http://www.npr.org/programs/asc/current/index.html and laugh along with me if you’d like…